My hot coffee

The more I chase after you, The more it feels so exhausting to hold you.

I realize that you never feel the same and no feedback I get after it all.

I get more suffering and more.

Even the changes took into perfectionism.

Wistfully, you never give any attention for these.

How pity I am.

HAHA

You know, my feet can no longer waiting for next changes.

My hand is tired to beautify any corner of myself.

My eyes are ready to ceasing your existence somewhere.

My heart is even broken when you do something to Her like I want

the most.

Indeed, my body is silent but my heart is struggling.

So far, just a little facts bout you I know and no longer will be my highlight news

of the day.

Whatever things you know bout me is only your perceptions and assumptions that you might have no interest in.

Once again, thank you being my "hot coffee" for months.

I am surely believe that you will find someone giving more attentions and on the other hand, you give feedback on her.

Wishing my assumptions bout you are wrong at all.

Officially, I step back and move on from you.

Stay humble!

November 11, 2019

Sincerely,

NZL